Sunday, May 29, 2011

The charms of so-called living!

Up, and up, and up we go.
Or don't we? Sometimes I'm sure, most times I wouldn't know.

Good day everybody, the sun's shining, the birds are singing, facebook's all woken up and filled with early-day posts, I'm unmotivated as for usual and ... the main exaggeration lies in the way I do not exaggerate at all lately. In fact, I'm under-exaggerating. But, that may just be the second face of that one single coin I keep tossing. Guess, so far, it's just never been heads and always tails. Maybe there's just these stretches of time where everything seems a little unreal. So much even, you just can't bother about anything, coz it all seems dreamy and hazy. It's not like you don't realize what to bother about, you just can't. At times, the thought you can't may hunt you ... but it disappears, too. I feel confused, a little, maybe just lonely. But, the peak of this week's long gone. It's monday tomorrow, let's face it;
every week changes something!

And this one has a lot of potential, so let it be awesome, just let it be awesome.
I don't ned to worry, though, cause my friend's coming and there isn't much more potential you need in life than that provided by a fellow traveller soul.
So it may just be the alternation week, who shall know.

Cause up, up, and up we go!
Or don't we? Maybe we won't but only queen future would know.
Queen past's, however, vast asleep. And in her dreams, life's often so strangely deep.
Unreal, like a feel, or a melancholic brushstroke. Alas until the arrival of queen present, because of whom she continuously awoke.
In another dream, so it seems, another layer of reality and charm.
I placed my last bet, before they rang the alarm.
"She's gone, she'd won!", the queens they screamed ... "No time, no space?", they pondered and weeped. But never did I leave, never did I hate. I placed my life in my own hands and abolished fate. The queens they see, remember and know.
But up, up, and up we go.